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Miss Martha ([personal profile] marchan89) wrote2013-09-09 06:53 pm

A Silent Sigh

Rain. A quiet corner. A good book.

My 20 year old sister offered me homemade durian ice cream. Milky and sweet. Just nice to eat even in a chilly weather. "Can I order one?" She smirked and simply said it was not for sale. It was given to her. How sweet. I wish I could have the recipe. It was a delight to my taste buds. I love ice cream. "I can't tell you. It's a secret" Again, her mouth curled into a devious grin.

Thank you, kind soul.

It's already September. After that huge talk I attended in PWTC, I met a like-minded friend who shared the same enthusiasm for the future. Perhaps this is for the best. Taking my mind off several plaguing conflicts for a while relieved me. I drew strength in knowing the future is something we cannot predict but we can certainly plan. Go with the flow. Take charge. For now I am sorting few options and alternatives. Seems late but better than never.

It's already September. I only have the gift and luxury of time. Yet, I'm losing touch with who I am. With the people around me. Even with my own mother.

She stops asking why. Perhaps it's best this way. Being more than strangers. At least it won't hurt so much.